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07.06.2025 15:13
At the onset I would strip naked and secure all but my right hand to the bondage bench and wait patiently until Mistress secures that. Once I am fully secured to the bench Mistress will lock on a full face ball gag and harness. I will then be caned, paddled, and stropped in 3 sets of 10 each. Once the initial punishment is concluded I will be placed in the new custom chastity 24/7/375 and become a BAV so that I will never again have access to my penis for pleasure or penetrative sex with Mistress or be able to touch my penis. I will also be completely shaved head to feet, including eyebrows for easy cleaning and maintenance.
A monthly review and punishment session will occur on the last Sunday of each month while I am in a TSD hood, ball gag, and secured to the bench. At a minimum the session will consist of: 2 sets of 10 cane cuts; and 3 sets of 10 strikes with paddle, belt, or strop. All cuts will be intended to break the skin and all hits will be full force to cause maximum pain. Further discipline such as prolonged bondage with TSD, and/or paired with CBT or nettles diapering may occur directly afterward when Mistress deems it necessary for advanced corrective actions or for her amusement. After punishment is concluded I will have a cool down period bound to my bench of 60 to 120 minutes with a lock in butt-plug attached at its maximum diameter. I may be fisted or pegged before release at Mistress’ whim. I only will be milked once every 90 days, and any ejaculations from pegging, fishing, or sexual excitement will be severely punished by 5 sets of 10 can cuts immediately afyer they occur and 5 sets of 10. And cuts will also be added to my monthly punishment, in addition the 90 day milking s reduce will be reset at that point.
In the new house a sleeping area attached to the Mistress bedroom closet will include a full-sized mechanical Sleep Number bed setup inside an adult baby crib frame with a Segufix 8-point (minimum) locking strap configuration attached. I will be cloth double diapered with full waterproof pants, vinyl bloomers, and vinyl onesie with a fluid proof diaper spreader locked on nightly at a set bedtime and then restrained by the Segufix locking system as well as bondage mittens and pacifier gag until being released in the morning. With the rail down in the crib configuration Mistress can easily slip in, remove pacifier gag, and allow for creampie consumption as needed.
After the 1:00 PM feeding I will be released to continue completing my daily hands and knees chores until 6:00 PM. At that point I will be secured to my bondage bench for daily chore review and maintenance discipline plus additional cane strokes for incomplete or unacceptable standards as related to chore schedule for that day.
To have a Mistress set me up for diaper dependence training and mental breaking lasting a minimum 90 days to cement new norms and completely break independence and cement total control of Mistress.
Upon release from the bed each morning, I will be placed in bondage cuffs attached to a bondage waist belt and bondage ankle cuffs with hobble chain and led to a feeding chair where I will be strapped down and made to consume 300 calories of adult portioned steamed fresh and mashed vegetables and proteins with natural hormone feminizers mixed in to reduce testosterone an promote mild breast grown and impotence; and 200 calories of adult soy formula. After feeding I will be strapped in an adult bouncer until all morning bowel evacuation is completed and bounce for at least 30 minutes in my messy diapers.
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The chastity will be removed weekly after the Saturday morning bed time diaper removal and cleaning, after the cleaning it will be reattached while I am restrained; and I will be completely re-shaved at that point as well. On the last Saturday of each month I will be milked via prostate stimulation post cleaning with a condom over the chastity to collect semen for immediate consumption.
Anytime spent outside of the house will be conducted in female slanted androgynous attire consisting at a minimum of: full bra and panties (or diapers as required by discipline or revocation of panty privileges); women's jeans, shorts, or pants over stockings; a unisex blouse; female loafers or feminine Doc Martin's in Mary Jane's or platform style.
After discipline I will be leash walked while I crawl back to my bondage feeding chair to be secured for my dinner feeding consisting of 300 calories of adult soy formula gravity fed through feeder gag.
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After release from the initial retraining period I will be subjected to laser hair removal below the eyebrows and my eyebrows will be laser shaped. Upon completion of laser hair removal I will have my existing ownership tattoos blacked out or modified; and sissy bows (rear thighs), a sissy baby tramp stamp (lower back), and sissy cuckold tattoo (above chastity) added. Additionally, my nipples, tongue, naval, and ears will be pierced. A large tongue stud will be in at all times when I am not in public to cause lisping; 2 hoops and one diamond stud will be placed in each ear; the diamond studs will be permanently soldered. A large ring with a bell will be placed through each nipple; and a dangling charm will be placed and permanently soldered through my naval.
I can earn the privilege of eating Mistress’s left overs after she is finished with her evening meal from a dog bowl at her feet, if my chores were perfectly performed the day prior, and only at Mistress’s whim and at her command. Additionally I can be granted the privilege of eating with Mistress in public, but only what she orders for me and I may only consume a maximum of ¼ of the portion ordered and served.
I will be permanently forbidden from consuming any liquids other than water and adult baby formula. In public I will be required to transfer my water to an adult sippy cup for consumption unless Mistress wishes to grant me permission to drink from a straw.
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In the room at the foot of my crib a 50 inch monitor with direct CCTV link to the master bedroom will be attached to the wall for easy viewing of anything happening in the Mistress bed. Additionally full CCTV monitoring will be installed throughout the house, accessible through a monitor station in a locked room with all footage uploaded to the cloud; as well as being able to be monitored by phone app. Also all footage will be available on a pay to view website in real time.
Moving forward from the initial adjustment period I will be only diapered at night or while in a Bull’s presence (unless being punished) and will be in sissy girl baby attire daily. I will feed myself the adult baby food and natural hormone mixture and adult formula 3 times per day at a calorie level adjusted to maintain desired weight. My daily calorie count will never exceed 1800. My food consumption will occur after I have cooked and cleaned up each of my Mistress’s daily meals while standing at the counter next to the sink. And all adult baby food will be consumed from a plastic bowl with a plastic covered spoon; and all liquids will be consumed from an adult baby bottle.
I will be required to be in bondage cuffs attached to a bondage belt and hobbled to ankle cuffs at all times I am not in public, and additionally wear a lock-on pacifier gag or a lock-on open mouth gag when a Bull is present. Additionally a bib will always be on when I am gagged to catch drool and protect sissy baby clothing. When not in public a minimum of 3 inch heels will be locked on at all times until I am secured to the bed at night.
At 8:00 PM rediapering in nighttime cloth and bed bondage will occur. Ear buds will be attached for a continuous 10 hour loop of sissy audio; and videos of cock sucking and sissy porn will be displayed on my monitor at the foot of my crib until morning. I will be left with lights off until until I am realeased unless Mistress turns the lights on for cuck video CCTV viewing of her masturbating or making love to a Bull and remain on for cream pie consumption and/or vaginal and anal tongue cleaning.
Over the years once my testicles have shrunk to a level inconsistent with maintaining the integrity of the testicle ring of my chastity, I will be castrated in a ceremony live streamed by Burdizzo clamping. I will then have my shaft double frenum pierced to accommodate a penicap with long shaft, additionally secured at the head via my PA. At some point moving forward if Mistress desires, I will have a surgical penectomy as my final chastity and be permanently diapered since a urethral re-route would cause health problems in messy diapers; and urinating would no longer be controllable from my ¼ inch stump while standing or sitting.
At the end of 90 days the 1300 calories per day will have rendered significant weight loss and the feeding formula with the hormone cocktails and breast cream will have increased breast size and rendered me funtionally impotent. 30 days prior to initial retraining period being concluded my head and eyebrows will no longer be shaved during the weekly chastity cleaning.
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After bouncing I will be led from the bouncer to the treadmill and attached for 60 minutes of hobbled walking in my spreader pants to fully be humiliated in my messy diapers while exercising. Then I will be taken to the bondage shower and stripped and attached to fixed hand and ankle restraints for cold water hose washing and scrubbing with bristle long handled brush and dish soap. Estrogen nipple cream will be applied to each breast and my testicles. I will be left to air dry while restrained for 60 minutes. After I am dry, I will be rediapered in a medical disposable with 2 doublers and restrained in wrist cuffs with short chain to waist belt and hobbled to ankle cuffs. Knee pads will be strapped as well as footsies with spiked insoles locked on, to force crawling. I will then released to complete daily chores on hands and knees with a pacifier gag locked on with no other covering than a bib, until my 1:00 PM lunch feeding. That feeding will be the same set up and consumption as morning feeding.
Daily diaper removal will be my responsibility followed by a cold-water shower upon release from bed each morning; and the shower will be cleaned and sanitized from top to bottom after I clean myself. Daily chores will be completed per a weekly schedule and nightly chore review and maintenance will continue permanently.